hiho hiho its off to work I go

This is my second full week at work. I missed my co-workers. I missed my paycheck, but I miss my kids now more than any of that. It's so quiet at work and even lonely at times. I often find myself remembering something that Israel did or said the night before, and laughing out loud. He's such a funny little man. When I drop him off at school these days he screams and cried for me...makes it that much harder to leave him. I hate it. But when I pick him up, I become his favorite person in the world...but I'm that to him anyway right now. He sure does love his little sister too. They are in the same room at school right now and they tell me that whenever she gets fussy, he runs over to her and tried to calm her down. He says "aww babe-eh, aww babe-ehh" to her and gives her kisses. I think they'll be close over the years. I love that.
I find myself getting excited to meet Tallulah's personality. While I'm enjoying this time and all her cuteness, I really can't wait until she's walking around and playing with Izze. Right now though, she's all smiles and even though I haven't been able to make her laugh yet, she often gives out a great big chuckle just as she's falling asleep. She did it last night and I couldn't help but think that she was laughing at something Izze did.
Well...better go. I'll try to blog more...not that anyone cares or comments, but its fun and I think that Matthew secretly reads it to see if I'll write about something gross.
Off to a friends house for dinner and then home to clean...that's my never ending saga...cleaning house.

Amy