Teeth marks, jobs and moldy bread
I'm trying to teach Israel how to kiss. Jeff was taking pictures of us, but notice in this one...he chomped on my nose..left teeth marks too. We laughed, but it really hurt. He's a strong little guy, wouldn't let go of my face. I have a feeling he's going to be a handful as he gets older. He's already stubborn. Its amazing how babies this young already have personalities. Makes me think that Nature has more to do with it than Nurture. I have been stressed at work lately. On edge, wondering what I am working for. I long to stay home and raise Israel, but alas, I have to pay someone else to do it for the time being. I hate money. Money is the reason that I have to work. I hate debt. I hate that I ever had to pay for my own college...even now, I hate that I went to college. What was is all for...so that I would have debt and not be able to stay home with my wee one? That's how I see it now. Screw you Belmont...and quit calling me for damn donations!
I don't really have a story about moldy bread, other than I buy bread and it never gets eaten and then the one time I want a piece, its moldy and I have to throw it away.
I cut my armpit this morning while I was shaving and when I put on my deoderant, I got the sting of a lifetime. I'm going to stop shaving my armpits for a while. Why do I need to do it anyways. Which lame ass male decided that women had to shave their legs and armpits all the time. I'm going to move to Russia and be hairy. Serisouly though, I'm ready for a break from life for a day or two. I'm tired, cranky, underpaid and underappreciated at work. I just want to get my baby and take off...meet up with Jeff wherever he is and take of to Europe. I'll work in a bakery and keep Izze with me and Jeff can play music with Cerys. I'll sometimes do BGVs and play trumpet at her shows and Izze will stay in the Green room with a nanny and dance to the music. We'll have socialized medical care and really good beer and cheap french wine. Ahhh...what a nice day dream. Anyone want to join us?
Amy-Out

